Wednesday, October 31, 2007

This Isn't Good


So I'm still recovering from the lock-in where when it was all said and done I stayed up 39 hours. I wish I could say I'm an enjoyable person when I'm tired, but the fact of the matter is that you basically get to see how I am if I didn't have Jesus in my life when I'm lacking sleep. I have had to do so much damage control when it comes to my bad mood, I have absolutely no grace or patience, and I pretty much pitty anyone who crosses my path. It's to the point that when I mention that I'm in a bad mood people don't refute the statement, which just confirms the severity of the issue. Just so you can kind of get an idea of how it is, think of my sassiness without any bit of kindness, and then you can understand how I've been communicating these past couple of days. Next time I get the crazy idea to stay up that long, I pretty much give you all permission to smack me upside the head, and tell me that's out of the question.

1 comment:

paddy'o said...

My sweet Kellibear- You are way too hard on yourself. Everyone gets edgy when they are tired . You need to accept the fact that you are one awesome person. You have an amazing drive. But you must be smart - This is a marathon-not a sprint. I love you and you are great! Don't ever forget that. You are a precious gift of God. You are his "imperfect perfect" vessel. You need to take care of that vessel so God can keep pouring love, grace and service into it.

I love you soooo much. Daddy (Poppy'o)

PS: great blog